Sunday, October 29, 2006


all the camps tht we had been,
the different stuff we heard or seen;
like spongebob whom was deep within,
our fun n laughter was what we bring;
and despite the fact t hat i cant sing,
we'll make our next camp... HAPPENING!!!!

1st weeK oF sKooL

hey hey!!! long time no blog le!!! i think bout 1 week le ba... hahaha. dis poem is dedicated from Belvin n Samuel... Catchy? hahaha. cool hor?

hmmm.... i wanna thank all my camp buddies from engine skool of temasek poly esp samuel, guan hwee, gina, belvin, karen, sharon, jason gay n many many many others hu were there at camps tht i n karen would b in... it was great having u guys at camps!!! really!!! from da bottom of my heart!!! n of cos!! to those participants of da camp!!! yesSarRR!!! hahaha! without dis peepz in da camps, there wont b anything called fun!!! so!!! thanks to u guys tooo!!! yey!!!

hmmm... ok... reporting from mondae's happening...

Mondae 23/10: 1st daE of sKooL reoPen

mondae was 1st dae f skool... n of cos, it was very draggy... dragged myself out of bed... but due mto me being overtrained by camps, i could woke up miraclly without much drag... lol.

n it was da dae whereby i part wif my old class A603 and its whereby i meet my new class!! A604!!! muahahahaha!!! i cant sae tht it's da best class.. but yeap... at least they dun ignore my presence totally... or shd i sae tht they never ignore my prescence at all!!! hehehehe.

e2 matrix was having book selling... helped out a bit... but still ot much of help... shi bai~! hehehe.

n da next dae is Hari Raya Puasa!!!

Tuedae 24/10:Hari Raya Puasa

Selemat Hari raya to those hu finish their puasa!!! hahaha! cheers!

hmmm.. it's a public holidae... n it's Dexter's n Sandy's Birthdae!!! Happi Birthdae!! a yr older le!!! will support in every step u take!!! muahahaha!
aniwae, so we programmers of da OTC went to sentosa for some fun time!!! yesSarR! jason gay n pang went, gerard, sandy, lukai, eric n 2 other girls went!!! fun is fun la. but hor... everytime i go to sentosa, i sure kenna injured de... lol. we were playing volleyball. den dunnoe hu gave a very nice shot... den three of us ppl tried to get da ball... jason pang was in front, i was behind him, den eric jump over. ball got hit... but so did my feet. eric juz step n slide on my feet... lol. u think nth wrong? hmmm... think again... u muz rmb tht siloso beach is still abeach... SAND is all over da place... he slide onto my feet wif a lot of sand under his feet... n yeap... left some invisible scratches on my leg... haiZ~ sian-ded half... but hu cares... i still play... muahahahaha.

after they play volleyball, they went for a dip into da sea... hmmm... i was suntanning n furthermore, i dunnoe how to swim... lol. lu kai got out of da water n pulled me into da water... haiZ... actually dun wan get wet de... but nvm... anyway, we were going to bernie's farewell party at his house... hmmm... leg pain. went suntanning instead. yup... got tanned... hehehe. ^_^ o ya!!! i met Liyi at sentosa entrance!!! hehehehe.

at ard 1 or 2pm, jason pang, lukai n i went running ard sentosa dragon trail n siloso beach. hahaha. we ran till ard 3pm den we set off to vivo city by cab... cos pang late olely... hahaha. sorrie... cos i was da route idiot in sentosa... lol. sorrie... hehe. aniwae... he still owes me 2 prata kusong!!! hehehe.

i'll post da pics i took from sentosa!! dis is 1...
cool? hehehehe.
from da bottom row startng from left:
karen[kankan], tiffany[ah ny], guan hwee[ah hwee]
from da top left:
me!june[ah jun],lu kai[ah lu], belvin[ah bel]
hahahaha. thinking of short names tht sounds sissy... but cute! i still call tiffany ah ny. hahahaha!!!
den off to vivo city to take train to bishan where bernie stay... vivo city was super packed n crowded!! lol. actually wanted to buy a combo present for bernie to use when he's in da NS.. yeap... we bought deoderant, powder, tiger balm & deep heat. hahaha. hope they r of some use in ns... hehehe.
lukai n i were very blur of da route given by lex thru da phone... we went pass bernie's house.. hahaha. we tot tht da triangular sign mentioned was da road sign instead of da sign for those drivers hu juz got their liscense... lol. yeap... we played mahjiong, surf da net, read comic, played cs n ate pizza!!! muahahaha!!! cool~! but hor... i din really hav da appetite to eat 4 pizzas... lol. so yeap... gave up on those 4... n ying jian eat realli very fast sia.. i was on my 2nd piece only!!! den, ying jian had olely finished his 4th piece!!! OMG!!! lol.

was sent hm at ard 10 plus i think..

Wednesdae 25/10: wad did i do?

wednesdae was da shortest n time wasting dae i've ever spent in da week... lol. hahaha. actually i cant rmb much of wad i did la... except th i ran ard bedok reservoir 1 1/2 rounds n walked for da 1/2 round... hahaha. n i never tot tht my stamina would increase till nobody's bzness like tht sia... lol. super shock leh... i think i could hav completed da 2 rounds without stopping a step... lol.

hmmm.... other than tht... hmmm... i think some one was angry la.. so... yeap... but later found out tht everything was fine... yeap... took da same bus wif lex back to bedok... lol.

Thursdae 26/10: sQuasH!!

yey!!! finally! squash training!!! i missed squash la!!! wa!!!!!!!!! it seems like i nv played squash for like ages!! n finally, i can play squash... muahahaha!!

hmm... i went to run for 2.4km n my timing was 10.45min... =.=" amazing? lol. i tot so too... i n da past during sec daes, my timing was 14min like tht... astounded sia!! but yeap! dis shows tht my stamina increased a lot... lol.
played wif an auntie, Mrs Tan. hmmm... she was slightly above our standard. i played wif her... n i wasnt afraid of her... usually i would b very nervous playing wif unknown players... but i keep telling myself tht i noe how to play, wad's there to b afraid.. so yeap... i played my best... n so far.. 1 of da best n most confidence game i've ever played... it was a tight match between Mrs Tan n me... 9-8 for both matches. lol. next time i will make sure tht i win da match!! yeap! jia you jia you JIA YOU!!! n to all sQuasHieS taking part in IVP!! jia you tooO~!!!!! i noe as team work... we can win!! not literally win... but winning da matches spiritually n mentally!! JIA YOU!!!

Fridae 27/10: Diploma Leadership Camp

yio yio!!! camp!!! yesSarR!!! karen samuel belvin sharon miral saidhil n many more were in da camp!!! yesSarR!!! muahahahahaha!!!! n we were the... ENTHUSIE X!!! yesSarRR!!! our role play is most likely to hype up da participants from da different clubs in engine skool!!! woohoo!!!

i was kinda shack in da afternn cos da dae b4, i was having training... kinda tired... but i tried very hard to keep my spirits up!!! n i did!!! yesSarR!!!
we came up wif cheers... we hyped up da ppl!!! yahoooOOO~!!! hahahaha. i will blog da details another time!!! muahahaha!!!

cheers!! blog again!!!

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 8:30 AM

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

enD oF hoLidaEz, sTarT oF sKooL!!!

hehe. finally, holidaes r ending n the mark of a new beginning... yea!!! holidaes were suppose to b for us student to relax.. but in da end, i was bz thru out... but not as bz as some of my seniors... cos they were the 1s tht gave us part of their bzness... PART!

hmmm... on fri, i fell down n injured my knee. nth serous at least... got blue black nya~ but i sad tht i cannot go training leh... IVP coming up, n yet i m so clumsy to injure myself... at da knee some more... sad...

on fri... i woke up late... i was suppose to report at 9.30 or so... but i woke up at 9.30... powderful? hahaha. missed da breifing... nvm... karen explained to me... n i got a new shirt!!! yey!!! very cool de shirt lorr... muahahaha. great being a programmer!!! get to noe more peepz... yey!

o ya! i promised to show some picz from my previous post... here they r... hope u can c them... =p



yup... dis r da picz tht i will upload here... i'll upload more another time.... hehehe. i've ben trying to complete dis post for 2 daes... n yet, not done... hahaha. now at Computer Programming Lab... very fuN!!! get to do Java Programming... super ez lorrr!!! muahahaha!

i'll blog another time...

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 5:25 AM

Thursday, October 19, 2006

enGinE WeeK!

hmmmm... reporting todae's work done...
i woke up at 0615, arrived at skool at about 0720... slacked for a bit.. n went to my admin post... admin very very slack lorr... onli thing is tht, when busy, is realli realli busy; n when free is realli realli free... hahaha. got to b admin, n learn a bit of here n there.... =]

after sending those kids from sec sch to their respective shuttle bus, i went to find karen n slacked a bit... n went to e2 n help out wif da carrying of books to e2. da books r really heavy sia... ying jian lex they all keep asking me go eat cos they noe i din eat my breakfast or lunch la... actually i did eat a little of da remaining food from engine week. it suck... so ate 1/5 of it den threw it away... lol. den lu kai went out to eat n ask if i nid anithing... strepsils. cos of my bad cough. i din hav appetite la... so i din eat... den he came back helping wif da carrying of books.. den they sae wanna go eat lunch... in da end din...

den lukai ju took out a bag of food from his bag... subway sandwich, strepsis, milk n my actuall-fallen-apart rubics cube. hahaha. sweet. yup... ate da cookie inside n felt very full olely... lol. hahaha. i took a rest in da clubroom, stood up again n walked out of da clubroom. den felt a bit giddy, n walked back into da clubroom. grab onto a chair n.. yeap... nearly black out... lol. heng~ i din... i tahan! hehehe. den ying jian ask me whether i got eat or not la... den karen bastard me sae i din eat... lol. nvm... den max ask lukai to acc me to cheers to toast da subway bread... yeap... n i ate it... lol.

slowly i got better... had richter scale too, n bombed out too... hahaha.

hmmm... felt like a bastard todae for bastard-ing karen on da orientation camp... lol. nvm... i'll meet her tml...
o ya!!! HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAE Lu Kai!!! may all ur wishes come true wor!!! stay happy n play hard!!! hehehe.
hmmm... i'll blog till here... gd nite!!!

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 4:33 PM

JSXP aftermath... ReTreaT! daE 1

hoho!! hehehehe! it's a retreat!!! to those participants helpers n main comm!!! yey!! JSXP was a success!!! a great success! we hav won in every aspects!! yahoo~!! happy leh~!! but horr... we still miss them a lot...

i woke up at 11am, went to eat lunch wif my mom at some dim sum restaurant in bugis. yummy~! but horr... i dn eat much cos da nite b4 i went to eat ba chor mee at blk 85. lol. so... yup... not a proper meal... after tht, my mom went for her mahjiong session n i went to bugis street to buy birthday present. bought a suit.

after tht i went to pasir ris mac n wrap da present. wa.. i wrapped for 30min. long sia... den i miss da shuttle bus.. lol. so i took a cab down to aloha loyang... lol. EXPENSIVE lehhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! but oso cos i lazy to walk n i din noe here was an 8 min route there... lol. sian... but nvm la... still da same, can reach da destination can liao.

we celebrated bernie's n lukai's bdae. wa!!! i kenna saboed!!! lu kai' bdae den pull me in... lol. it was thieir bdae ma. so, it's like bernie n lishan r a couple, so da main comm n helpers demand a bdae kiss in front of da whole grp... n, by there i knew smth was gonna happen... yeap... the pulled me nto da picture.. they wanted me to give lukai a peck on da cheek, but i refused, cos it's super embarrassing la... i tried to run away by changing da topic to xiao ben n winna having scandal. but,it din work, i couldnt resist lex n xiaoben's strength lor... i resisted n yet, they still can push me like a skater board... i liteally slide across, melissa ho pushed me down to sit beside lukai... lol. i refused everything la. den ying jian tried to help me, ask us to hug each other... but horr... max n pi wen still insist of us having some actions. lol. so... [face red red*] lukai was asked to peck me on da cheek... haiZ~ wo men shi bei bi de!!! lol. hahaha. den piwen n max tot tht i put on make-up, cos my face was really red la. lol.

n yup... da present i bought at bugis was for lukai. cos yingjian n max told me to buy de. at first dinnoe wad to buy for him.. den i rack my brain la... den i tot of blazer. hmmm... it suited him well, as in appearance. but a bit too big for him.. bernie got a bag. a weird bag. dinnoe whether it's a haversack or a sling bag. cos da shape look very weird. lol. hahaha.
hmmmmm... too bad i couldnt stay for da 1st nite cos my mom din allow. lol. but nvm. i was sent home...

ReTreaT daE 2!!

i went during da nite cos i had squash camp... n i din stayover in skool. hmm... instead i stayed over at da chalet... lol. i dn even eat on tht dae lorr.... drank a lot of water tht's all.... n tht's how i got gastric pain even after eating pizza... lol. went to play mahjong, went for a stroll wif karen n went to sleep.

ReTreaT daE 3!!

when i woke up...
i tell u arr!! mangkuk slept like a dead log like tht sia... n his snoring ws extremely loud sia!! it shocked me awake a few times during da nite... lol. n there was once tht he went up onto da bed to slp... he rolled off da bed onto da floor sia!! n da best part is tht he totally hav no idea tht he went onto da bed to sleep lor!!! hahaha!
n... went back to squash camp... haiz... da squash camp is somehow affected by da haze... lol.

but nvm... went to e2 n slacked... lol.

end of dis blog... blog again...

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 1:40 AM

Sunday, October 15, 2006

JSXP daE 4

todae is 1 of da saddest dae in all da daes of JSXP!! cos tml they will b leaving for japan already... i cried... it's such a waste tht i wasnt a buddy instead... lol. i n karen regretted a lot. we shd hav been buddies...
haiZ...

reporting todaes "work"...

cannon lu kai illias grace karen n i were going to our station at Sports Museum at da national stadium. to our surprise, sharon's grp reached 1st. lol. faster den us some more... lol. we took lots of pix. so we showed them da museum. hahaha. n there is japanese buddy, named aga aga-san, n sho-san... they both r realli funni la!!! make me laugh until i pengZ...

after they left, we went to old airport road to hav our lunch... hmmm... ate lor mee... da lor mee was splendid! hahaha! n yup... we went back to da stadium. n we took even more pix!! hahaha. next time i post it again... hehehe.

JSXP, da daE of gd byE...

it was da dae of saying gdbye... lol. but 1st let me tell u wad we did. hmmm... in da morning we went to meet them at YWCA [their hostel], we met up wif daiki-san n agar agar-san. hmmm... dis 2 jap peepz r da best!!! they r totally da most crappiest peepz!!! hahahaha! they r cool!! hehehe. daiki san looks cute n agar agar san is rather humourous!!! hehehe.

we went to chinatown in da morning n ate dim sum!!! yummy!!! da japs paid da bill for us... felt so embarrassed bout it... so da helpers n main comm tot of buying ba gua for them... hehehehe. let them enjoy da delicacies!!! MMmmmMMMmmm~~~!!! yummy!!!
we went to city hall n meet matsumoto sensei. cos it's part of their duty tht kind of thing...
den we went off to queenstown to buy some sports equipments for themselves. but they think tht da items r too expensive. so we went off bugis for shopping!!! but i din c anything of my liking... lol.

den we went back to YWCA to pack their luggage n leave for airport... lol. n Gori san, daiki san n 1 more jap guy haven pack their stuff totally... so they did it in da public. hahahaha. quite fuanni... den it's off to da airport... i made an A3 card for them. next time i'll post da pic again... hehehehe. lol. looks like i owe every1 lots of picz... lol.

hmmm... once we were at da airport, i can feel da emotional building up in da atmosphere... on our way to airport... i saw lukai cry!!! den i oso cry... lol. when we reach there... i hurried to complete da A3 size card for them...

hahaha. they left at ard 8-9 pm... all of us stood outside da entrance n cried... all of us cried like nobody's bzness lor... haiZ~ realli very sad lor... cos it's like we get to meet them nce in a lifetme... n yet we became gd frenz in juz a week.. hmmm... o well. we stll hav a chance to c them next yr!!! yey!!! i'll b going to japan!!! yey!!! welcome to japan!! lol.

hmmm... n i'll tell u guys smth if ever u read till here...hmmm... for next yr... i wanna b in da main comm... post at either logistic, publicity or vice president[so impossible...]. lol. hmmm... KAREN!!! gambatte!! next yr, we main comm tgt!! alwite?? hehehe!

blog again!!!

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 3:10 AM

Friday, October 13, 2006

JSXP daE 3!

din hav cahnce to write a poem again... but i will next time when i hav da time!! all readers! wait, ok? matte dene? hehehehe.

wa... todae lehh... another trip to sentosa... yey!!! din get sunburn which i plan to again... but.. yea!! hehehehe. gotta noe some of da japanese students. hmmm... honda-san was a realli cracky guy. he understands a bit more english den the other students. hahahaha! cool~!

we went to maxwell n hav our lunch. my team was Team4! yey!!! they r cool man~! yea man~! hahahaha. ishida san n honda san were sitting on da same table as me.. i treated them popiah, 1 of s'pore's delicacies. hehehe. n i ate mee siam.. wif TONNES of chilli!!! muahahahaha!!! yummy!!! honda san looked at me stunned. cos da japanese cant really take spicy food. lol. n i wonder how ishida san finished his hokkien mee wif sambal chilli. hahaha.

hmmm... o ya!! n yeow sheng[lao di ko] carried me n threw me into da water. ARGH!!! actually, i din wanna get soo wet. but.. yeap... he threw me n i got a taste of da sea water. YUCK!!! SALTY la! karaishi ne!!! >=P hahaha. den i played volley ball. hehehehe. da japanese students r realli good at playing volleyball too other than soccer! cooL! n there is one of da japanese buddy looked cute.. hehehe.

n also!! alan n yeow sheng "kissed" me!!!!!! argh!!! lol. cos we were taking pix... den alan was like... erm.... yea... n yeow sheng wanted to.. erm... yea... u get wad i mean... =P next time i'll post da pix here! hehehehe.

hmmm... gotta sleep now... gd nite!!!

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 2:28 PM

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

another tiring week...

lol. todae cant think of another poem again cos i juz came back from camp.. haiZ... i still not enough sleep... good thing tml, the peepz r going to JB... soo... i can sleep till wad ever time i wan!!yey!! so if u were to look for me... call my hp after 12nn... i think i will b sleeping a lot more than usual tml!!! hahaha.
aniwae.. i juz came back from mentor's training camp for oct intake... lol.

EXTREMELY tiring... especially when u're part of da committee... gd exp though... hmmm... learnt a few stuff bout da games when i'm a programmer... all thanks to PIWEN!!!!!! hehehe! we love piwen! aniwae... to let u guys no... da group i was in, is GIDEON... yes... da team name is GIDEON... n furthermore.. gerrr is in da team... same team as me... awkward... lol. but i alwaes try my best to like dun think too much... n yea... it worked.. in da toilet while bathin.. i made da most noise... hahahaha. tell u all wad hapened another time... a lot of fuanni things happened. hehe.

hahaha. den todae was da 1st dae of JSXP!! O.o da japanese guys r realli cute!! hehehe. aniwae... the programme "sweat it out" is da best!!!! cos i get to play NETBALL!!! yey!!! so long din play netball liao... finally get to play. hehehe! yey! it was fun when u have another netballer in da opposing team. hehehe. n guess hu??? .................... YES!!! it's my gD camp buddy-cum-best fren in TP!!! KAREN!! or kawen when i'm drunk... hahaha. yahooOO~~~! n horr... i din noe jingyao's shooting was quite accurate. either luck is on his side "all" da time or it's his skill... i bet it's da 1st 1... hahahaha. den yeow sheg is like some monkey la... hahaha. archery still can jump until so high... lol. i jealous.

den when we r suppose to gather soon. i wanted to play bball wif joshua alan they all... but horr... they anihow la.. like to sae me n lukai.. basket!! lol.
next was da mass dance... haiZ~! let me tell u 1 thing... karen n i were like so sian bout da mass dance tht... we noe da mass dance so well tht we can juz dance backwards la... lol. haiz... but no choice... nvm...

had dinner wif da e2 n buddies... ate dumpling noodle... filling..

hmmm... i'll blog again!! chahl!

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 2:42 PM

Monday, October 09, 2006

tiring week...

ok ok... todae.. i'm too tired to think of a poem.. so.. yea.. i'll write another 1 another time.

hmm.... ytd was my cousin's bade!!! n we went to my gram's house to celebrate his bdae... i bought him a CD for math. hope tht he would b as smart as me in math!! lol. cocky me... hehe. all my cousins came.. lol. n it means i have to take care of them all. it's ok... it's my pleasure. kekez.

aniwae.. todae is also a tiring dae.. i had to wake up aerly to help my dad go wrap furnitures in one of his customer's house. da owner mistress is soo lazy sia.. she everything oso wanna wrap... cos she dun wanna clean when everything is done.. lazy auntie... but her kids r really cute. they played wif me... lol.

it's quite late now...i'll go slp... signing off... *MuaKx!*

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 3:36 PM

Saturday, October 07, 2006

a loving soul,
a loving heart.
it sets my world,
to a blazing art.
a wonderful piece it is,
perfect it may seem,
but broken from deep within.
to be perfect is all i wish.

camp aftermath...

came back from camp ytd... wa... super shag sia... da camp was a long but most well remembered... cos it was the first time as helper for a camp. being a helper really really is................ BORING!!! lol. not onli muz u b stationed to help. we muz oso stay up later n wake up earlier for breifings n many other behind da scenes stuff. tiring...

hmmm... but i still wanna b helper in some camps. cos i can get to noe wad r the problems faced n learn from there in case in the future i organize anithing such as camps... i can learn from da past misktakes. cool rite? so... all my frenz out there!!! if ever i organize any camps, plz support me alrite? being a helper, part of main comm or being a participant. i will b very happy!! hehehe.

day 2
on day2, karen n i went home to get our bikinis for da next dae's sentosa games! yahoooO~! den we meet up at clarke quay mrt to go to our station. lol. lukai, piwen, swee heng, ilias, karen n i were at da clarke quay station... our last station la.. we waitd for a veri veri veri veri freaking long time b4 our group came.lol.


den finally!!! my TEAM came!!! yey! my team's name is "juu juu juu" which means 10 10 10. hahaha. have u ever watched da video called "dun laugh"? it's damn funny la!! hahaha. those hu haven watch yet.. go to youtube n type in dont laugh on the Search Toolbar. den... u watch. o ya! prepare to laugh ur crack out too!! hehehe. n for those hu watched da show b4... yup... u noe where it came from. hehehe. our team was da best! yey!!!

yey!! they completed every station set to them to find n discover... but da main point for dis Cultural Race was to let them noe bout our culture n some parts of our history... hope they learnt smth... hehehehe.

at our station, they were to do da Chicky dance at da fountain... embarrassing themselves! muahahahaha! no la... but still, they didi it!!! yey! they went back to skool 1st... but, a pity tht they din stay longer... cos when da other teams came, they were having a lot of fun taking picture only la... lol.

day 3
hmmm... on day 3 camp! we set off to sentosa @ ard 12nn. to b stationed. melissa, karen, mangkuk n me r stationed at Lost Civilisation! wa....we waited for them for more than an hour la. so i decided to lie on a rock in da open sun to sun tan... n i tanned for half an hour. foo~ my shoulder got sunburnt... haiZ... pain sia... lol. karen, melissa n manngkuk were in the hut napping while i keep a look out while sun tanning. hahaha. n once again!!! our team "juu juu juu" was 1st!!! yey!!

ok ok... i'll speed up... the time given to da participants was overrun... so we head back to siloso beach. we played volleyball, where by i got sunburnt from there again... n we took lot n lots of picz from da siloso beach.. yey! i'll post it again! hehehe. if i noe how onli... =P

aniwae... when i got home on fri... it was olely 10+ liao lor.. very tired n shag... den mondae still got camp... n somebody took my sleeping bag by mistake!!!!! hu steal my sleeping bag???!!! lol. it's WEST_______[forget da behind name...]!!! plz kindly return it to me by mondae!!!

hope to c u guys on mondae's mentor's training camp... i'll blog again!!! *MuaKz!!!*

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 3:14 PM

Friday, October 06, 2006

retrieving every memory,
regretting every past,
from the pieces of broken dream,
to the very last.
though i still dream, incessantly.
but dreams are as they are,
and can only take you so far.
it seems foolish to have dreams,
redundant it really seems.
dreams cannot remain,
failure only brings more pain.
yet, without a dream, you cannot believe;
and if you dont believe, you dont even live.
so, i try to live,
despite my shaken belief.
guess it's better to take it real,
guess it's better not to feel.


camP! day2!

hmmm... da poem nice rite? haha. took it from 1 of my brooOOtheeEEr's poem in his blog... i hope he dont mind... but da poem some how explains part of feelings... having broken dreams n everything... edited some parts.. hehe.

still having camp in skool but i'm at home getting my beach stuff for tml's sentosa activity!!! i wanna get tanned!!! argh!!! i'm getting fairer n fairer everydae since i stopped playing netball in skool... lol. so i muz get back my tan!!! RaH!!

hahaha. last nite i blog quite late... ard 2.45am? hmmm... n slept at 3am plus. lol. as a helper of the JSXP, i have to wake up at 7am in the morning. hahaha. BUT! guess wad? hehehe. i bet all of u can guess!!! tht's rite! i overslept. breakfast was at 8am. i woke up at 8.45 am. lol. damn freaking tired leh.. though i'm 1 of da few tht slept da earliest. lol.

in da morning... da air con was like super cold.. den i slowly wrap myself into a cacoon[is dis how u spell it?]... lol. den yeow sheng tried to wake me up... but i went back to despite da commotions... lol. haiz... realli tired.. juz now slacked ard for 2hours.. machiam nth to do. lol.

hmmmm.... i'll b back to blog again!!! hehehe. hav to go take a rest n go to my station at clarke quay!!! rah!!! c u!!!

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 5:11 AM

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

watching the stars in the sky,
thinking of you and i,
drinking a glass of wine,
remembering the times,
feeling blue with each passing time,
let me be drunk tonight.

camP! day1!

hey hey!!! i'm still in skool blogging!!! hehehe.

i woke up at 9.30 am dis morning only to find out tht i hav 30 min to prepare... n furthermore, karen n i were suppose to go jogging in da morning. haha. but cos i was sleeping like a "sweet" pig, karen din pursue on. hahahaha.

karen n i went to da toilet n wash up.. went bzness park to hav our breakfast-cum-lunch= brunch. hehehe. den it's off to da LT to meet our beloved participants taking part in the JSXP [Japanese Exchange Programme] . hahaha. met farhan stanford alan joshua they all... hehehe. all of them like to shoot me la. they c me first thing shoot me lor.. lol. i sad la...

hehehe. den it's off to our stations... my group is wif ying jian. between blk 25 n breadboard... hehe. we play game... den i game master!!! yey!!! no la... game master de helper nya~! hehehe.
den after every group came to our station. we r off to da bidding auction at da koi pond!!! hehehe. me n karen were like slacking on our station under da bridge... lol. den i became da judge for our next station!! yey!!! hehehe. which means i decide which team would b da winner for the station. hehehehe. JSXP training camp for da 1st dae was fun... especially da Final Clash... although there is some problems in the middle of da event... but everything still went OK!! hehe.

ok ok... it's like 2.45am liao... so i muz go slp n restore energy!!! hehehe! i'll blog again tml!! gd MORNING!!!

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 1:48 PM

When i see the fireworks,
it reminds me of your cheerful smile.
your smile will alwaes be remembered...

although i m not the 1 beside you,
but at least we were together once,
n i will alwaes remember those times...


those moments were the saddest,
which are also the best moments.
it's when you are just beside me,
and i know i cannot get any closer than that.


campinG!!!

it's a tuesdae!!! n it means camping time!!! yey!!! todae, i'll b having training from 5pm to 8pm, n may end later cos i'm going to eat wif da squashies. n den... i'll come back to skool to camp!! yey!!! hahaha. n i haven told my mom bout it. =p muz call her later n ell her bout it. lol.

hmmm... let's tok bout me for once...

every morning i wake up after dreaming about everything i had done tgt wif "him", hoping to forget everything tht had happened, i feel very sad. i try to cry to make myself feel better, but i couldnt cry anymore. i dunnoe y, but my eyes juz teared a little... it makes my heart so pain.. crap man~ haiz... sometimes i think tht y is there suc a thing love? if it hurts some1 so badly, y do ppl still wan to love? lol. i noe y... but da sadness overpowers da happiness... dun u think so?? lol. haiya~

wad is done, is done. wad more can i do other dan juz feeling sorrie about myself... i wanna dedicate dis song played in my blog, to "him"... i dun wanna hope for da good, not to give myself too much hope, but i wish da good will happen... as my ParT-tmeR alwaes sae: "prepare for da worse, as miracle can onli happen once..." wise words from a great ParT-tmeR. hehehe.

juz wanna sae... i love euU, i miss euU, n i realli do...

love ya aLL!!! blog again after my camp!!! hehehe.

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 2:56 AM

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

in the past,
everyday, i think of you,
everyday, i miss you,
everyday, i love you even more,
but now,
whenever i think of you,
my head spins;
whenever i miss you,
my breathe stops;
whenever i love you more,
my heart breaks.
the immunity of my heart...

slackie mondae...

last nite, i had a dream.. n it's da same dreaam i make every nite since 16/09/06. i'll keep the details in my heart. hmmm... if u wanna noe, den ask me personally lor... hehehe.


todae, i woke up feeling groggy n not realli in the mood. when i woke up, my head was spinnig n i feel like vomitting. weird sickness. lol. muz b da haze tht cause dis symptons.

todae realli aint a good dae for my family n i... when my mom n dad woke up, they quarrelled. some times i think wad is wrong wif my family. tot it would b better if studied hard n get As for my exams n everything, cos my mom n dad alwaes emphasis the importance of studying. but, i was wrong. i was naive.


aniwae. todae i went to skool n played squash for 7 hrs!!! lol. hiong? hahaha. trying to keep myself in form for da upcoming IVP which i noe i cant possibly beat ppl tht easily wif my lousy strokes. but i will continue to work hard for it!!


at da squash court, i met piwen lukai n xiao ben. they were playing squash. n xiao bn is realli funni!!! hahaha. hit da ball oso dunnoe where to he hit to. wanna laugh at him oso cannot laugh. hehehe. den i played wif lukai. damn funni la. try to act humble nya~ hahaha. when i play wif them, i bang zui plus i very stone when i start to play de.. lol. unless i veri hyper active la. but dis few daes... some of u noe la... hehehe.


after a while melvin came n lukai n xiao ben left. piwen melvin n i played 2v1, we take turns. hahaha. quite fun. hmmm... atually suppose to leave at 3.30 pm to meet my mom at bugis at 4pm. but she pang seh me. T.T lol. but... it's ok. cos i'm still playing squash, n i continued.


n den i felt hungry, so i went to CHEERS to get some food! not exactly food, i got MILK!!! hehehe! most of u noe my favourite drink is MILK!!! hehehe. n... i saw gideon... hmmm... i confess la... honestly, when i saw him, my heart beat raced, but i juz bring up da courage to step into da store n sae hi to him like a normal fren. it some how worked, but it felt very very awkward... lol. but still... i'm trying... hehehe.


we went back to squash court tgt n played lor... o ya!!! i forgot! i passed out in da squash court cos of my headache since morning. but nobody noticed... hahaha. it's ok...


OM Gosh!! i wrote a composition of 300 words!!! lol. i'll end here... hehehe. blog again!!

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 2:40 PM

Monday, October 02, 2006

i wish everything was a dream,
i wish it didnt happen,
but it did.
the pain in my heart is excrutiating,
but i m still trying
to stand on my feet again.
a painful fall it had been...

a forgetful sundae

hmmm... dis is my 1st official post on my blog!! so do tag for me ok? hehehe.
aniwae... yesterdae, sze en shirlyn mangkuk n ming guang came to my house to taunt after our mantiz BBQ.hehehe! n mantiz bbq was hell of a fun sia!!! those mantiz peepz hu missed out, so sorrie. hehe. but next time will ask u to join us again!!

i was half dead when i got home. n soo, i invited them to my room n pass them blankets n pillows. went to bathe, n knocked out. haha.when i woke up, sze en n the rest juz came back from supper n i din noe tht they left da room since i knocked out. lol. haha.

when i woke up again at ard 6.30am. i saw mangkuk sleeping on my bed wif sze en, n shirlyn sleeping on da floor. lol. mangkuk not gentleman sia!! hehehe. so... i kicked him... n he had no feelin. stunned. so i shake him as hard as possible. mangkuk is realli a heavy sleeper la. no matter how hard i shake him. lol. nvm.

we woke up at 10.30, mangkuk, shirlyn n ming guang left. sze en accompanied me da whole dae! ^_^ we stayed home n did my blog, which is dis wonderful blog, n we went out later.. we actually wanted to meet cavan to get back my $80. but in da end, he slept thru out da dae. lol. nvm. we went to parkway to make cash deposit n eat mosburger for lunch. den we went to tampines mall n bought a lot of junk accessories except for comics. hehehe. n for dinner, we had pastamania!! sze en n i share.. but still cannot finish.lol. while eating i suddenly remembered. i remembered tht i was suppose to play squash todae @ melview park!! argh!!! how forgetful can i b!! lol. but still, haiz... tht's y i named todae as a forgetful sundae... lol.

hehe. gtg! blog again!!!

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 2:17 PM

hmmm... it's a new blog wif a great skin... hehehe.

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 3:28 AM