Monday, March 31, 2008

happy but crappy dae


happy but crappy dae

today is a super busy dae, i had to wake up at 0900 to reach skool at 1025 for an interview, n i was hungry! ~_~ my stomach growled a little...

after the interview i went to eat with chin hong at mensa, he had vegetarian food, while i ate chicken teriyaki rice( more like chicken rice with salt =P).

after lunch, i went to SAA to submit my merit award n scholarship application form, then i went to one stop center to create a new matrix card which i lost during an outing. =,= damn... there after i went to ENG admin office to apply for LOA for my driving test n lessons. phew~ long pack morning n afternoon.

n i'm not done yet. hahahha. i went to punggol to get some massage for my hand. apparently, i over strained my right from smacking wacking n racking at squash. =P so i had to rest for at lest 3 daes... so i will take my camp daes as recovery daes. =) after going to punggol for the treatment, i went BACK to skool to submit some pictures for the scholarships. =.= n went back to esc to slack for a while.

ard 1645, i left skool to make my way to toa payoh for my squash league, wanted to do some strokings n warming up, but the uncles want to play, so i let them. =) my match starts at 1930. played against Noble2, Xiu Xiu's sis. i lost. =( but tht's not the end of my life, i will train harder, as my goal is to beat hong tuan!!!!! i'm a little slow, but 1 dae i will!!

i guess i didnt have the confidence to beat her when i had the skills. tht's wad all the uncles n ht said... might b true... cos i felt a little pressure... =P not sure where the pressure came from. hahaha. my match went n for 30 min i guess? ended at 2000. i had to leave for driving lessons at Eunos, so i left early n reached there on time!! phew~ while driving, i had a few good news tht keeps coming in. =D tht is i m more or less in e2 matrix! i will do my best! >.<

my day ended at 1030, when i reached home, took a deep breathe n say: " i'm home!" to my lil' bro n dad. i went to bathe n blogged. =D

pretty awesome dae... n the next few will be even more awesome! =DDD cos it'll b even more different from my other slacking daes. =) the next 2 weeks will b an even more busy. i will b having my MP/SIP training, Mentor Training Camp(MTC) whereby i'm publicity head, squash, work n my driving test day is mearing with every day passing... tired as it seems, but i feel ever so energetic to face every obstacles on my way!! =) support me alrite??

n to those few out there hu cares for me, asking bout my welfare n all! if i got any probs, good or bad, i will share it wif u guys! =) love ya guys!!

blog till here! it's getting late! i'm gonna doze off soon. nites!!

quote: face every obstacle calmly,
and u will learn the joy in it.


Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 11:27 PM

beat from work...

beat from work...
supre tired!! ZOMG!! =.= felt like sleeping when i was at work. todae's a sundae, n business definitely will b much more of a gale than a breeze. i was suppose to train wif ht at tamp safra, but end up cycling at east coast for 1 1/2 hours because he was lazy. lol. LAZY BUMP!! >=P

dammit... i'm beat. sooooo tiirrreeeddd.... can someone give me a massage from head to toe???

o well... blog till here! muakX!

quote: happiness will never end with optimistism. =)


Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 2:31 PM

KkkyyyaaaAAAA~~!!! >.<

KkkyyyaaaAAAA~~!!! >.<

hmmm.... i'm pretty much happy dis 2 daes. =D told a few of wad happened. >.<>

what~? u wanna know wad happened?? hahhahaa. dream on! like i'll tell u. >=P hehehhe. =D

ok laa~ i'll tell u a little. ytd, i met Senior A. n last nite, i dreamt of him. >.<>

if u wanna noe more call me or sms me! hahahhaha.

hmmmm... for the past few daes, i've been trying my very best to train back my form. it's a bit tough since i almost injure every part of my body. n ytd i went to safra for training... i would say... it's a haul... played wif 7 ppl including HT melvin n auntie molly.

went out for dinner wif uncle andrew adrian n HT... den went home tgt wif HT.. we crapped the whole journey n we sorta like talk about some other stuff. =) hehehehe.

o yea~!! there was once we played 2 v 2... den HT hit the ball onto me!!! OUCH~!!! T_T shoulder pain... lol. for the safra training ytd, i kinda got hit by the ball many many times man~ lol. seems like the ball hates me. =.=

ytd, when i saw HT playing wif uncle andrew a condition game where ht can only hit to the back court, i kinda like feel laid back cos HT is my goal to beat, n tht goal seems to b travelling further n further away... =.=~3 dammit. when will i b able to reach tht goal of mine... i gotta work harder!!! more trainings!! time to got to the planning board!!! "3"~3

o well... i'll blog till here... i''ll crap again next time. =3 c ya~~~!!!

quote: experience all kinds bonanza!

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 3:50 AM

Monday, March 24, 2008

the door shuts again... isolation.

the door shuts again... [isolation]

yo everyone!! wassup??? genki dane~? >.<>

i'm kinda emotional lately... not sure whether it's PMS... but... i cant show those emotions in front of everyone, no matter how much i wanted to b comforted... but, i have to keep my cool. i m a sister. both younger n older... furthermore... i have to meet many expectations... -3-~3 it's like a load on the head. Aarghh~!! #_# lol.

yea yea~ even if i write it in the blog, everyone would b comparing hu is trying their hardest, hu is suffering even more... i hate it when its like tht. thts y i dun really tell wad's going on ard me... except to those i'm really close wif. =.=

nah~ nvm... guess tht i'm juz emotional due to wad happened b4 AR5... but still... due to tht fault, i have shut my pwn doors again... i was happy i was able to open the door of my heart for quite some time until den. =) happy memories alwaes kept... but sad memories always repeat. =!

o well... blog till here... c ya guys soon!!!

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 2:07 PM

Friday, March 14, 2008

will my dreams shatter?

will my dreams shatter?

i wonder if my dreams will shatter... cos i got the shittiest result ever... CRAP!! i hate it... wish i could turn back time n redo all my papers. o man~ i kinda think tht it will affect from getting to University or Airforce liao... "3"~3 for now... all i can think of is... dis sem, mp/sip sem, n sem 3.2, i need to work extra + double + quadraple the hard to attain the ideal GPA to get into university... my aim would b NTU if possible... or otherwise NUS... n if not... AIRFORCE!!

was thinking whether i should go for senior technician or AEO ( Air Engineering Officer ) or maintenance officer or maybe even Pilot.. but i'm too short... i'll stick o the 1st 3... =D cos, according to yongtian, a senior of mine said tht AEO would b easier... but i kinda think tht senior technician is more fun? fun as in the challenges u will meet everyday to solve n fix. inspections n overhaul r even more challenging.. from wad i learn in my human factor... ( -_- toking about human factor... man~) o well.. i still have 1 more year in poly... to work hard tht is...

todae i went to skool supposedly for own training... but in the end, turn out as squash training... =.= lol. wanted to run 30 min non-stop, but raining... so couldnt do it n left wif no choice but to join their training... if u ask y i do own training, i would say, cos i'm slightly different from the others.

in wad way? i juz recovered from my sprained ankle... nid to do certain exercise to retain my ankle's fitness. lol. tht's wad i think... cos i was some wad afraid of getting it sprained again since it took me 2 mths to recover... lol. now... i have a bloody hell tennis elbow... F**K it! once i recover... i'll undergo my special training... might need HT or Meow~vin to help me in the training... hope they can help me in this. =)

Jia you in wadever i do... n those hu r gonna get supp papers. dun feel tht it's the end of the world... once u work hard... u will still create unbelievable results. =) JIA YOU!!

juz a reminder!!

Mantiz OUTING!!!
Yo! Mantiz Spartans!!! Sundae is gonna b our outing!! hope u guys can check n read ur emails!!!
we wont b able to go to amy's house cos she's overseas till tue... o man~ so we''re left wif clubbing n slacking?? =) we'll c by den. =D hope to c all my dearest 1st poly frenz ard!!

blog till here!! c ya guys soon!! =DD

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 12:13 AM

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

secret training

secret training

seems like all has come down to a conclusion from the injuries i get n the give-up-before-the-end attitude... n that is the Rest-and-then-secret-training Operation Plan!!

hehehhee. for further details. juz give me a call or sms me. =D

c ya!!!

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 1:03 PM

Friday, March 07, 2008

life sux... lets end it...

life sux... lets end it...



it's been a tough week for me... nonetheless... i still survived. =.=~3 i'm kinda sick of life for a bit n did some reckless stuff like cutting n stabbing myself with hairpins. this was my 1st time, and to my surprise, i was fearless n didnt felt any pain. my heart was so numb that i don't feel sad.

too many things happened within 1 week that caused me to think the unthinkable.

the truth is tht i did smth so gravely sinful that i wouldnt want to forgive myself... i did smth wrong to my mom, whom i love n cherish in my entire life. n i did smth so stupid to her. hai... as i m writing, i feel the pain in the heart, tears juz stream down from my eyes naturally. now i have to isolate myself until i really get over it.

now i've become more quiet, i'd rather c den tok nowadays. i wonder how m i gonna get over dis kinda things.

o well... there r 4 things that happened within a week... 1 is family matters which cant be told. another is relationship stuff, also cant b told. the next would b HEALTH. not only my ankle did not recover as expected, i had tennis elbow. FYI, tennis elbow is an effect after having to sustain shocks or vibrations from racquets that weakens the elbow joints, theoratically. in my case, SQUASH. i guess i was too eager to improve to catch up wif the girls at safra, cos they were really good. N of cos my passion for squash has been burning ever since i joined SAFRA. cool huh? but yea... kinda injury prominent. =/ now i have rest till i'm fully recovered. in the time being...

n lastly... frenship. guess some ppl cant be considered as true frens no matter how much time u spend with them and how much u understand them. lol. thx to CHIN HONG that i understood it.

for the past week since mondae, i was at Amazing Race 5 as helper. supposedly to be a participant, but i sprained my ankle. =.= lol. sux. but it was great cos i get to know a few more ppl n dis guy who really looked like Ying Jian! OMG!! but it's the plumper version of Ying Jian. lol.

hmmm.... more than half the time i was doing cross stitch and travelling ard s'pore like a participant. on monday i had to travel from dhoby ghaut to simei to serangoon n den to pasir ris. -_- felt like a participant. lol. cos of squash competitions. den on tue i went to sembawang to tp n back to pasir ris. squash training. wed suppose to have U9 meeting but i din go cos of AR5 n ended up at eunos sitting for more than half the day doing cross stitch. lol. n thursday i had to go for squash training, good thing station was in tp, didnt have to travel so far. but injured my arm. Meow~vin confiscated my racquets so i couldnt train until i recovered. the monkey HongTuan helped me massage my arm, it was painful. ouch!* went to aloha loyang for debrief. got an appreciation gift! Voodoo Doll from mini toons!

hmmm... from AR5, i learn quite a number of stuff other ppl. i realised that having to plan AR is not easy as many things will cock up at any moment. that is y most things r done in the middle of the night. dis makes very motivated.

i really wanna join e2matrix if i have a chance. for the interview, i will say: " i want to make the events held by e2 better as i m an experienced main n sub com, i believe that with the committee n me working together, we can help improve the events and boost the morale and popularity of e2matrix. and furthermore, help the eln students or eng students realise that camps in tp is not regrettable joining, but regrettable for not joining. =)" have to end it with a smile, confidence is the key. hehe.

last yr i was a little self-centred that i din noe that, until going out wif a certain someone that i realised it. thx to him. he changed me a lot. =D i screwed up my interview cos of my self-centred character. now think more for others than myself. hehe. hopefully i m given dis chance even though i noe it's slim. =p

o yea~! Mantiz spartans!! reinform u guys bout the outing!!! it will b on 16th March (date change), 2pm at cineleisure orchard BK!! don't b late!! program will be:
-catch a movie
-dinner
either:
-slack or go clubbing at clarke quay.
or:
-go Amy's house slack n ketchup. =)
we'll go by majority! there is no such thing as "anything" in the votings!! or i'll make you do smth embarrassing in the public wor.... nyahahhahaha!!! BEWARE!! =D

blog till here! blabbered too many things at 1 go! hahaha. c ya!!

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 11:01 PM