Friday, October 24, 2008

missing them...

i miss team cui's laughter....

tue n fri no skool~~!! whoot~! means i can work my ass off~!!

blog again~!! =)

quote: *kaching kaching~!! ($_$)

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 10:24 AM

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

tagged by the irritating princess... =P

The person who tagged:
the irritating but bestie princess... ERICA!!

2) Your relationship with him/her is:
bestie princess... =)

3) Your five impressions of him/her:
well...
-exotic n erotic clubber
-she can blow those troubles away by her funny expressions n quotes.
-salty when it comes to $$. =p
-slim body wif a bimbotic mind
-n.... a bestie for all.. =]

4) The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you:
most memorable u ask.....? hmm... tht'll b finishing up the food i cant finish during sec days. hahaha.

5) The most memorable thing that he/she had said to you:
Let's go CLUBBING!!

6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
juz hug her...

7) If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
GAIN MORE WEIGHT!!

8) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
both of us will juz look at each other... hahahhaa.

9) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
she's too sexy...........

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
hmmmm... nth... =P

11) Your overall impression of him/her is:
lame but cheerful girl...

12) How you think people around you will feel about you?
bubbly, random, talk a lot, fit...?? i can go nuts when i'm really in the mood. hehhee. watch out!

13) The characteristics you love of yourself are:
Optimistism!
Random!! more like self entertainer. =P hehehe.

14) On the contrary, the characteristics you hate of yourself are:
loud, impulsive...

15) The most ideal person you want to be is:
drew berrymore~!! she's my idol for saying the feeling i had inside for soo looooong... =D

16) For people who care for and like you, say something to them:
LOVE U GUYS LOADS MAN~!! i love my gang, poly frenz, grp mates, lab mates, those dearest to me... =)

17) Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you?
Hm... It's base on e ppl who view my blogs N TAG most often n hav blogs...

It's base on AlPaBeTiC order... So no hard feelings if u're e last!!!
1. Cass
2. Clar
3. Clement
4. CS
5. Lance
6. Sakura
7. Shirlyn
8.SLQX
9. XY
10. Yiwen

18) Who is no.6 having relationship with? (Sakura)
BESTIE FREN~~!!

19) Is no. 9 a male or female? (XY)
like... xy is my darling... wad do u think???

20) If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? (Shirlyn & YiWen)
lol. they r both ladies.... furthermore, they have nv seen each other~~!! hahahah.

22) What is no.2 studying about? (Clar)
Facility Design & Management. some structural thing i guess...

23) When is the last time you had a chat with no.3? (Clement)
dis afternoon at engine concourse!! hahahah.

24) What kind of music band does no.8 like? (SLQX)
err.... i only noe she runs like damn friggin lot!! hahhaa.

25) Does no.1 have any siblings? (Cass)
1 sister frog. hehehe.

26) Will you woo no.3? (Clement)
dun wan... frenz r more fun~~!!^_^v

27) How about no.7? (Shirlyn)
hahaha. spend a dae wif her can make u pek chek. =p no offense... but i still love her dearly. =D

28) Is no.4 single? (CS)
ya.... he is single n AVAILABLE!! about to complete NS soon! muscularly built n good character!! GRAB HIM while stock lasts. hahahha.

29) What is the surname of no.5? (Lance)
LOL. wad crappy qn... Mr Han looo.....

30) What's the hobby for no.4? (CS)
ehh... not really sure... but praying n singing praises to Him is in the list. =)

31) Does no.5 and 9 get along well? (Lance & XY)
they dun even noe each other siaa....

32) Where is no.2 studying at? (Clar)
same as me... hahhaha. thts where i met babe. =]

33) Say something casual about no.1: (Cass)
lol... ez... FROG. >=P hehhehe.

34) Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? (SLQX)
OMG~ wad an embarrassing qn... hahhahahah. like duh~!! i did not. =p hehehe.

35) Where does no.9 live at? (XY)
damn far from bedok... punggol... hahhaa.

36) What colour does no.3 like? (Clement)
uh-oh.... i think it's blue... haaha.

37) Are no.5 and 1 best friends? (Lance & Cass)
thts how i noe mr Han. they can crap wif each other... =)

38) Does no. 1 have any pets? (Cass)
nope... her mom is allergic... lol

39) Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? (Shirlyn)
ehh.... nope... more like cutest n blurrest person i've known.. hahaha.

40) What is no. 10 doing now? (YiWen)
ehhh... dunnoe.... sleeping?? hahhhaa

thx for the sabotage from princess erica... lol.

blog again~~!!

quote: gd luck in answering the qns man~!!

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 12:44 AM

Monday, October 20, 2008

shit happens...

yeap... shit happens all the time when things dun go as planned. i have experience it many many times, n yet i still dun learn my lesson. lol. but i will take it as a reminder to make wadever my decision faster n better. not to leave things half way done or mayb even almost done. lol.

learned a few things. hahahha. i'm a selfish bastard still... i dun share wadever i carry on my shoulder, cos i alwaes think tht others carries more loads on their shoulder... more than me. n someone told me smth nice, " u gotta b selfish in dis kinda things sometimes, otherwise u cant live ur day properly..." weird advice, but... will keep tht in mind. lol.

wadever shit happens, i will still nid to face it fully... not running away from the problems i face. i dun wanan show everyone tht i'm facing troubles, not bringing them any worries... but in actual fact, i nid some one to comfort me n depend on... juz a regular fren tht can understand how i feel when i'm down will do. =) like i said before... when i'm sad, i juz need a shoudler to lean on.

todae's blog is 1 of the most assuring post. cos it's like i noe wad i wanna type n i can type it out very fast.

rmb in the previous posts, i mentioned to load up some pics. well.. here we go~~!! =)
from my bdae on~!! the dae b4, i went to erica's house~!! go my present from her. =) she's 1 of my treasured fren... cos she's too nice.... XD another cancerian. =)

wad's wif the cock face man~~??!!

the present princess gave me. =]

arranged, displayed n picture taken. =)

friggin nice notebook~!!! =D

june loves princess erica lots~~!!!!! XD
on my birthdae itself, i had db sava race, but went to meet my mom after tht for dinner at crystal jade parkway. ordered the following... =)

mapo tofu~!! yummy~~!! =D

dis r the other dishes we ordered. =)

cereal prawns!! but i cant eat prawns... =( allergy... lol.

gong bao zi ding... crystal jades' yummy recommended food~!! =D

anyway... last week was laopa's bdae~~!! whoot~!!! though his birthdae is on the 19th oct, same as lukai. coincidental sehhh~~!!!

LaoPa~!!! Happy 21st Birthday~~!!! XD

laopa n e2~!

from left: laoda, laopa, laosan n laoer. =D

smashed by cake in the face man~!! whoot~!!

whoot~~!! now he's super white..[translate to chinese.. =P hehe. ]

trying to eat the birthdae cake... n unbelievably, laosan ate like the whole of number "1" from the cake. LOL!!! super shocking!! =.=' lao san, u gotta watch wad u eat man...

jsxp peeps. =)

the lao family~~!! =D
JSXP ROX~~!!!! XD

yeap... JSXP rox as usual... =] n cho baka yusuke sent me dis pictures. =D i'm sure lao san n lao er will laugh when they c the pics. hehehhe.
this is.....

Fox...

Break.
hahahahahaha. baka deshoo????? =P yusuke wa honto ni cho baka desu~!!! heheheh. XD lightens my mood when i c it. =D

oooo... n another thing... i've quit db... due to time management. hahaha. thought over many times. n decision made. sorrie to disappoint those a 2nd time.... i guess db is not in my fate after all... but i will remember the things i learned n endured. =) thx for everything.

like the picture here, db is a blurry fate in my life, but the times r cherished n remembered. =)

thx for reading the friggin long post.

blog again~~!! =)

quote: stand up, as i'll stand by ur side n wait for u to walk tgt again. else, i'll lend u both hands.

quote: reality waits for no dreamer...

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 11:06 PM

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

it was never easy...

it was never easy to make a decision.... i'm always slow in making major decisions... dragging it n making even more worried of wad will happen after tht... many says tht i'm thinking too much... but it's juz part of me. i wanna take more cautions in my future ahead of me.

i'm 20... i gotta start thinking like 1... i had enuf of fun and slacking. [but still not enuf slp. =p] i wish i din make tht decision from before... i was impulsive and got a "3-min-hot-temp" to everything... after the temperature began to abate to a low temperature... i dun noe how m i gonna start up again. but 1 thing i m glad, is that squash was never a "3-min-hot-temp" thing for me. if i were to go uni, i will never gif up on squash. [wad's the point of saying it now??]

i'm sad n disappointed.... fustrated...... and lost most of my values of being JUNE...

wad just happened?? i couldnt take HIGHER MATHS!!! =.= yes! ppl may think tht i m nuts, but i cant live without maths!!! OMG!!!

thts y i din have the motivation to do anything... chen yoke yeng called me regarding my appeal, it wasnt successful... it took me after 4 hours to really think, what will happen in the future...... it's a real laid back reaction. i guess it's 1 of the reasons y i felt so.... rotten.. not spending my day fruitfully for once...

n things juz keep getting worse n worse... for once, i do not know what i want. uncertain of the steps ahead. other than e2, everything else change. =.= it took me 2 hours to think thru wad juz happened... n after tht i'll juz start to emo n go 1 corner to draw circles. (=.=)

i was thinking if i wanna keep my old plan of being an air stewardess 1st for 2 yrs and then go for uni... den i'll b friggin old. lol. but i have signed on for being an air engineering officer. and also asked my mom to keep a look out for her frenz hu works in the aerospace industry... =)

nth much interesting todae... juz keep farting ard in my lab. =p next thing, taufeeq comes in n smells his seat... whoot~!! a stench on his seat... hehhehe.

nvm... life goes on... n now... i'm facing complicated stuff tht i can only tok to my mom about... lol.

i wanna make change in my pace... lol. let's hope for the better. =]

blog again~!!! ^-^

quote: life sucks, but it still goes on...

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 9:55 PM

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

The Prayer of a Student

i was given this card from my maid, mherlie. =) i find it simply... nice. =) it's how a student should pray when they are studying and all... i'm still kinda noob as a christian being to accept christ since i was 16... 4 yrs... n i'm still so noob... =.= OMTIAN! gotta go for more tuan qi n to know more bout me Lord. =)


The Prayer of a Student
Holy Spirit, be behind to support me;
in front of me to guide me;
above me to grant me wisdom;
beside me, to hold my hand
and walk with me;
within me to help live life abundantly;
and give me all the graces that I need,
to live, move and
to breathe the life of Jesus in me, so that
my foundation in life would be built
on the Power of the Word of God
flowing from the Scriptures.

In Jesus name I pray,
Amen

yeap yeap... i've decided on a few things. it will b regrettable, but i've decided... ^_^ being it good or bad... i will still go for what i stand at. it's kinda hard for me to decide.. after pointing out all the factors... i'm gonna face the truth n b truthful!! no matter where it will lead me to, good or bad! it's still my decision.

juz hope tht i can face the consequences after tht. hmmm... some say tht effort ius wasted... but i dun c it tht way... i'll juz say tht it's still a learning process as i'm a "retard". lol.

so sorrie to disappoint the few of u tht i made promises wif... but thank you for ur patience n time... u will find out on the fridae 10th... =) will blog bout the reasons sooner or later anyway...

i'll blog again~!! =D

quote: there will be a regret in every decision you make; good or bad. juz b prepared for tht regression.

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 9:28 PM

Tuesday, October 07, 2008

HAPPIE 150 POSTS~!! XD

it's been a friggin long time since i last posted!!! =) but HAPPY 150th POSTS!!!

yea yea.... n i realised 1 thing... i can never have a fren tht would understand the way i am now n would last for the rest of my life... the only few would b my sec frenz... lol.

i have a princess temper... alwaes wanting it my way... sometimes i make suggestions forcefully but for good intentions... it's juz tht the thing i'm good at n i would like to gif as much advice and help as possible... i say things straight n direct.

i seem bossy... but i juz wanna help... i think only erica szeen shirlyn kristine and a few others understand tht point of mine... since we've been frenz for almost 9 yrs... =D

i always take time to see wad's so gd bout a certain person... hmmm... mayb cos i'm a virgo... long ago... i wished i wasnt a virgo... i wish i was a libra or anything else other than virgo... LOL!
cos after reading an article regarding virgo... i was half sianded... i like to hear the good things... but i get sianded by the rest of everything... lol. you can read it later.. =) it sucks.

anyway... i juz had an event called the Japanese Student eXchange Programme!!! it's where japanese students come to singapore to learn bout our culture n everything... kinda cool. =D cos i made new frenz from another country. =) i would visit them in japan even if it's not with the skool or anything. =D privately... =) alvin n i said soo... if u wanna go as well... i wont mind! =D the more the merrier. ^_^

it was frigginly tiring, cos it drained more than 100% of my energy. lol. i concussed after sending off from the airport in the morning... slept from 1030am till the next day, sat 1000am... lol. even when my bro or mom talked to me.. i couldnt pull myself up from lalaland. hahaha. i was dancing wif sheepsssSSsssssssssSSSSssss.............. =p

and slept again from 1pm till late afternn... thts y din go for training... sorrie... went to run wif shahrir instead den went for dinner at tm's pastamania where shahrir couldnt eat... lol.("UGLY PRINCESS MODE"; selfish)

i missed everyone hu is now back in japan. lol. it's ok... i'll go next march!! =) i wanna c them again!! =D

anyway... the virgo's horoscope... enjoy~ =)

VIRGO
The Virgo is highly discriminating, but not necessarily as prudish at some might believe. In ancient times, a Virgin was a woman who was not the property of man, and therefore had the legal right to just say "no." Now, in modern times, you Virgos are known for your ability to be highly discriminating -- especially when it comes to matters of personal desire. When Virgo is ready, however, to say yes, the laser-like focus of your passion is anything but prudish.

You Virgos have the uncanny sense to see what's wrong with a person, a situation or your environment. It's why Virgo makes such natural critics. Virgo practical analytical abilities are second to none. Your mental process may not be the most creative, but Virgo's razor-like thinking is highly effective. Like the maiden pictured in the Virgo glyph, you separate the useful wheat from the unneeded chafe, the good from the bad. Virgo might be a "clean freak," but most Virgos have a messy closet somewhere or a disaster under their bed.

Virgos may seem direct and strong, but deep down inside, they have many soft spots. One touch on any of it will trigger something tremendously emotional. Nonetheless, you have good intentions in everything you do. Make it being bossy or being a know-it-all, you just want to be useful for that person you care for, or put it simply, you want to show your love for that person in your own way.

Virgos have to learn to be truthful to themselves and to others. What seem to be a fearful truth is actually nothing more than a truth. There is no need to lie or hide the truth. Ask for help if you need, people won't know when you need help if you don't tell them. If a Virgo is asked for help, Virgo will wholeheartedly help.

The Virgo motto could be "Perfect is almost good enough." On one hand, this trait makes you very employable, for you're not likely to do shabby work. On the other hand, you can be so finicky that you put limitations on your interactions and experiences before they happen. You'll be happier if you can learn to be selectively less critical, both of others and yourself.

well... yeap... thts all bout me... lol. i named virgos, including me, the ugly princess... cos no matter how beautiful or ugly they r... they r still ugly at heart... tht's the 1 most ugly thing i wanna change as a virgo... i wish... -.-

lazy to upload pics... but i will sooner or later... =)

blog again~~!!!

quote: i now know that true friends are not the ones that give you fun, it's those that would support you no matter where and who you are...

i wish i was called...
suckers.

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 12:22 AM