Wednesday, October 04, 2006

When i see the fireworks,
it reminds me of your cheerful smile.
your smile will alwaes be remembered...

although i m not the 1 beside you,
but at least we were together once,
n i will alwaes remember those times...

those moments were the saddest,
which are also the best moments.
it's when you are just beside me,
and i know i cannot get any closer than that.


campinG!!!

it's a tuesdae!!! n it means camping time!!! yey!!! todae, i'll b having training from 5pm to 8pm, n may end later cos i'm going to eat wif da squashies. n den... i'll come back to skool to camp!! yey!!! hahaha. n i haven told my mom bout it. =p muz call her later n ell her bout it. lol.

hmmm... let's tok bout me for once...

every morning i wake up after dreaming about everything i had done tgt wif "him", hoping to forget everything tht had happened, i feel very sad. i try to cry to make myself feel better, but i couldnt cry anymore. i dunnoe y, but my eyes juz teared a little... it makes my heart so pain.. crap man~ haiz... sometimes i think tht y is there suc a thing love? if it hurts some1 so badly, y do ppl still wan to love? lol. i noe y... but da sadness overpowers da happiness... dun u think so?? lol. haiya~

wad is done, is done. wad more can i do other dan juz feeling sorrie about myself... i wanna dedicate dis song played in my blog, to "him"... i dun wanna hope for da good, not to give myself too much hope, but i wish da good will happen... as my ParT-tmeR alwaes sae: "prepare for da worse, as miracle can onli happen once..." wise words from a great ParT-tmeR. hehehe.

juz wanna sae... i love euU, i miss euU, n i realli do...

love ya aLL!!! blog again after my camp!!! hehehe.

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 2:56 AM