Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Hmmm... pondering...

Pondering...
hmmm... thank u all for ur concern!!! especially pi wen!!! ur advices were very useful... n i agree wif much of wad u sae. decisions do lie in us. wadever da decision is, it all stil lies in us no matter wad opinion u ask for. when u ask for an opinion, it's juz asking for some one to support ur decision. hmmm... dunnoe where i heard it from, but i totally agree wif whoever said dis. hehehe.

although, now, i'm still in da midst of making da finl decision. i still have so many options to choose from. those tht i choose to commit were much for fun n fun onli. i dun c any benefit to my studies n my future life. i feel tht i shd choose those tht i really wanna commit n prior them out. Pondering over the decisions i wanna make. it's taking a long time. but still i wanna make sure tht the decision i make is the right 1. to make sure tht it's the 1 tht will not bring so much trouble to anybody. or even to nobody. lol.

pondering... well... i shall continue to ponder over the decisions till the time really comes. i noe tht it may b a bit draggy. but still, i have to b very sure n not make rash decisions. now, it's study only. we'll c bout it. i believe tht my Heavenly Father will look at my every step, for He is the 1 tht sets my every step, guiding me n blessing me along the way. hehe.

to many ppl, i may seem fine all the time. n when i m really down u can juz tell from my face. u can juz read it, it's written all over. hahaha.

some may tell, certain things r not confirmed in my life. like say, the new poly life. it's not confirmed tht i can stay dis wae. due to my mom's "rules", last yr, i had curfew hours till 1st jan. hahaha. when skool started, i slacked outside quite a lot. furthermore, i have dar dar now. hehehe. alwaeZ go his house to do project cos his com better den mine. =p

for the past 3 weeks, i've been chionging my projects to meet the dateline expected. yup. did so... n even study for my quizes. next week will b quiz week le!! argh!!! hahaha. muz jia you!!! to those studying their butt off for da quiz n exams, trying to maintain ur GPA of 3.9 ++. Jia You!!!

to my Er Zi in A604,
noeing tht ur gonna transfer... think all of us will support u man~! being da "promary skool kid" of da class... n being my er zhi! it's great noeing u!!! considered the few close ppl in the class... hehehe. n oso!!! HaPPy 18th BDae!!! Lau Bu forgot to buy u diapers... haahaha.

i'll blog again if have any updates... hehehe. dis r da upcoming events:

26th Jan'07 ~ 27th Jan'07 = IL Camp
2nd Feb'07 ~ 3rd Feb'07 = Absolute 2007
23rd Feb'07 (Fri) = Engine Math Exam
26th Feb'07 (Mon) = EDEVCKT Exam
27th Feb'07 (Tue) = DFund2 Exam
?? March'07 ~ ?? March'07 = Amazing Race 4[ participant or helper??]

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 3:10 PM