Friday, January 05, 2007

StresseD...

StresseD...

for my past life in poly... i find everything was very fun!!! yey!! very glad about tht... getting to noe my dearest ManTiZ which i believe is 1 of my strongest bonded family in TP! other than tht... e2... hmmm... still not closely bonded to them... Enthuzee X!!! cool n great ppl!!! had some fears bout it b4... but now... hmmm... hehehe.

hmmm... now i'm facing some stress... like say.. my studies... i think tht my studies is gradually declining... cos of my commitments to some stuff... hmmm... during da term break... i felt tht i dun hav enuf time for family... let alone myself... everydae... there is alwaes smth new to do... i realli wanna hav a dae for myself n family... hmmm... like sae i hav my own time to do my own target... OTOT... i wonder when will da time come... as i hav a lot to commit... i got my term test results for my major papers... quite not wad i expected...

i got:
edevckt = 45.5/50
emath = 86/100
dfund[dreadful] = 38/50

LOL!!! realli not wad i expected... i was very dampened by da results... wif dis kind of results it's realli hard for me to get into da director's list... cos i told my mom tht i wanna go university... hmmm... how sia?? lol. guess tht i have to find a time to study for good... haha.

hmm... for todae... y i felt tht i m stressed... i felt tht squashieZ chose da wrong new committee... yup... for wad i c... da squash team doesnt seem to hav da correct leaders within.. i din sae tht they din lead well.... they lead very well... very well... but it's juz tht... their personal character made me feel tht way.. sometimes i feel a dread to listen to wad they sae... but still i force myself to do so... haiZ...

another thing is cos of my peer side... i feel very lonely... when i come into tp.. all my other good frenz gone seperate ways from me... now... hardly contact wif each other cos we hav gone to different environments... meeting new ppl... new frenz... haha. hope tht they had a good time in their new environment... ^_^

as for me... i juz wish tht i hav a good fren in tp... hahhaa. not found yet. other than lu kai... =D

hmmm... bout dis stress.... i'm considering on dropping out 1 of my commitments.. i have sport CCA-Squash, Club-e2Matrix, EnthuzeeX. i'm considering dropping out of EnthuzeeX.. but still i m giving more time to myself to think over again... hmmm.. those read my blog... thank u.. can tag on my tagboard n gif me encouraging comments... thank u...

blog again another time...

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 12:08 AM