Thursday, November 01, 2007

burn out! break down...

burn out! break down...

BOO!!! it's time to blog again!! yey~~!! for dis post, i shall b a little bit more mysterious but a little more honest... =) i'm sorrie i din sae it face to face... u can sae tht i m hum... wad ever u call it... but at least noe my opinion... sorrie for all the things tht is happening...

as some of u guys have found out tht i had some faily matters back den, n i m still facing it... the reason y i din tell u guys is cos i din want u guys to pay extra attention to me... i juz wan everyone to b normal, like how eric emo, how belvin tell cold jokes, how wen long random... n so on n so forth. 2ndly, everyone seem to b drifting away from me... it's not tht i have changed, it's how i c u guys act when i step into the room... u gave me the feeling tht something was going on behind my back... like BOO! ARRGGGHHH!!! =p lastly, i juz feel scared of asking for help cos of several internal issues tht i cant sae... protecting all parties n to b fair... =) tht's bout it... i shant share my opinion of individual... it could b cos of my MIA-ness for too long or miscom between u guys... so sorrie if i had u guys being disappointed in me... i'm trying to change but gif me more time as many things suddenly pop up at the same time....

i dun wan it big cos i'm a bit embarrassed to post it n might offend some ppl... i dunnoe how it will offend tht person, but i hope not.

o well... it's been a herectic week for me... nonetheless, i still made it thru... had been trying to bring up my mood... but seem to have been brought down again... i had suffered a burn out once, felt ok after a few daes n now again. when i was on the bus, i reflected on myself, n found tht i'm too tired, no motivation n lack of will power. now i wanna take a break again... all was fine when suddenly my manager juz sms me bout work on fri n sat... i confirm peng de... =3=~3 but no worries, i'll come thru everything.. juz nid u guys to ask me if i'm alrite to show tht u guys still care for me n u guys nv forget bout me... OPEN UR MOUTH!!! if u noe tht i dun... thx.

i'll blog again soon! nites!

Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 1:32 PM