Sunday, May 18, 2008
i lost my way....
i'm not sure if it's PMS... but whenever i sit back n think carefully, i notice tht my life is filled with laughters. it's a good thing. but those laughters are laughters of the moment only. it cant b kept as memories, cos i dun rmb wad r those laughters for alr.
it seems like i dun even noe my true self. all i can do is juz smile n let time fly past me at every second n moment. i'm glad tht everyone is living a happy life, those close n not close to me as welll...
currently, i'm facing a very difficult decision. a decision for this final yr in poly. squash or db. i've been wreaking over dis issue for quite some time. but solution or decision is still to no avail. =.= crap. i dunnoe wad i wan now, i dunnoe hu m i now.
as i look at everyone standing close by me, they r actually there physically. but, i cant feel the frenship love tht i usually feel. seems like i'm thinking too much when "big aunt" comes for a week's visit. x_x lol.
everything seems so meaningless suddenly. it's either me or is everyone revoluting again. or simply, changing. this is weird.
o well... blog again...
song: Let Me Take You There - Plain White Tee'squote: the reason to live is not told by others,but for urself to find out.
Posted by m|Lk|e gReeN at 11:38 PM