Tuesday, August 19, 2008
i'm such a wimp~!!
lol. past few daes have been really boring cos of mp.sip and exams!! the yr 1s n yr 2s are having exams!! so they cant acc me to have fun. =) but at least they are studying rather than playing. =D but seriously.... it's very bored without them to tell jokes. i've been really quiet recently... due to work piling up... unable to prior my time... missing my frenz... n... someone...i felt tht spending time wif team cui is soo much fun tht even thinking of the memories can make me smile. =) o well.. not gonna b so sentimental... but yeap... i feel tht it's a present from God and i wish tht He will nv take the present back. ^_^
I'M SUCH A WIMP!!! OMG!! cant take it anymore.... i noe how i feel... n so does he...
but i juz din dare to face the fact n him......... X( o well.... it's too late i guess.... but m i letting it go?? i mite.. n i mite not... =.= it's probably cos i miss being hugged... i miss being embraced... n i miss being told "i love you"... i've nv liked being kissed... XP juz like how i dun like chocolate... i'm ok wif it.... but i dun really like it. hahaha. but OMG!!! =.= zzZZz....
all these will come by as time goes by... but...
when i think optimistic... i will feel disappointed..
looking back at the gd times makes me happy...
but... when i smile.. it mite not mean tht i'm happy...
looking at how fun it was that made me juz watch...
but... when i'm quiet... i juz need someone by my side...
painfully looking at reality n holding back my tears...
but... when i dun cry... it doesnt mean i'm strong...
but... when i cry... ur shoulder n listening ears is all i nid...
regretting every bit of my actions makes me feel angry...
but... when i'm angry or stressed... i tend to b violent n vulgar... [*beware~!*]
i wanna talk to you... but....
when i say those things to you... i mean it.
it's too late... but...
when i've given up... it doesnt mean tht i dun wanna b frenz wif you...
i'm afraid. n i'm a WIMP. =.=
i've gone through soo many ups n downs in life.... juz like the roller coaster ride back in australia... it has never ever been so tedious n breathe taking... X/ nonetheless... optimism is still one of my strongest point.... =) cos as God alwaes teach us... for He has set the pavement that we will walk on, we will stumble over rocks n crawl on shabby grass... but it will eventually bring us to our destiny. =)
today was suppose to have the ae forum rehersal... but in the end got cancelled cos the mdm fell sick... take care mdm! lol. wanted to meet up wif weilun they all, but din cos i tot they mite b leaving early... lol. so i went home for dinner.... but in the end... i still ate alone... =(
my bros were playing com... haiz~ sad. but dis is wad i had for dinner...
roasted chicken from the 7th mth bai bai from like 1 week ago...
now den bring out to eat. -.-"
roasted CHICKEN!!
xiao bai cai~!! 1 of my fav vegetable. =)
yeap. 2 dishes n a bowl of rice... i ate alone... =.=~3
- EXAMS!! = 2 days!
- end of MP/SIP!! = 9 days!!
- BDAE Celebration @ DBL o!! = 10 days!
- FAMILY BDAE Celebration = 18 days!
- Bintan Trip = 19 days!
- cs' n my bdae = 22 days!
- best sheepie fren's bdae = 35 days!
OMGODD~~!! tht's a lot of countdown for me... like i said... sept is gonna b a seriouslyy packed, stressing n tiring mth for me!! lol. Xl
juz STAB ME!! lol.
blog again~!!
quote: friends is all i want... walk side by side of me please. =)
